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Are You Being Led By Spirit or Dragged By Ego?
If you can see your path laid out in front of you step by step,
you know it’s not your path.
Your own path you make with every step you take.
-Joseph Campbell
I’ve experienced the truth of that quote above again and again (and AGAIN!), and it’s something I’ve been thinking about a lot lately. Your ego very much wants to see the entire path laid out in front of you. Your ego wants to know exactly where you’re going and what to expect along the way. But if you want to live a heart-centered life of adventure and spirit-guided experiences, your ego kind of needs to STFU.
The longer I’m at this whole “living life as a human thing” the more clear I am that embracing an authentic path means accepting the unknown. Bushwhacking your way through the wilderness instead of relying on the well-worn trails.
Today I offer up episode 13 of the Key Finding Podcast. In this episode we consider the question: how do you know if you’re being dragged by ego or led by spirit? I describe how cards 7-10 of the tarot’s major arcana – The Chariot, Strength, The Hermit and the Wheel of Fortune – speak to the nuances of this distinction.
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Now to talk about something bittersweet. TLDR version: This is the final episode of Key Finding. I talk about this near the end of the episode. More details below if you are interested.
When I started the podcast, I gave myself permission to think of it as an experiment. I wanted to try something new, but I didn’t want to feel stuck if it didn’t feel right. Before I even started Key Finding, my spirit was like “yo, you should really get a co-host instead of doing this alone, you’ll enjoy it much more if you’re collaborating.” But my ego was like “nah it’s all good I’m just gonna press forward.”
You’d think I’d have learned not to ignore my intuition by now, but what can I say? This shit is hard sometimes!
There are many things I have enjoyed about doing the podcast. I’ve enjoyed sharing my thoughts in a new format. I’ve enjoyed extending my confidence in my speaking abilities. Most of all, I’ve enjoyed hearing from those of you who have been listening and liking the content.
But something has felt a little ‘off’ about the podcast. I miss writing. I have a hard time talking to myself for 35-40 minutes (#introvert #talkingtoyourselfisweird). So even though my ego is feeling kinda iffy about this whole thing, I am tuning back into my spirit.
And of course, since Joseph Campbell was right all along, I don’t yet know exactly what my path will look like going forward. But I have a few ideas:
-I will return to writing posts on my blog. I miss writing not only about tarot, but also about broader concepts of self-discovery, creativity, and connecting with wonder in the human experience.
-Audio versions may be created to accompany my written blog posts. This way I can keep up my speaking skills and also connect with those of you who prefer information in audio format.
-Another podcast may be on the horizon, this time with a collaborator. The wheels are in motion, but I’m not yet sure how/if/when this will happen. We shall see.
So many unknowns! I am fully in the energy of the Hermit and the Wheel of Fortune. It’s kind of uncomfortable not knowing exactly how all of this will go, but I trust that I am on my own weird, winding, authentic, magical path.
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Synchronicity: Being Real About How You Spend Your Time (Key Finding 012)
Partake in a serving of synchronicity today as I pull some cards and let them spark the conversation! Topics covered include:
- being brutally honest with yourself when you make excuses for not getting things done
- strategies for doing more of what you really WANT to do with your time
- how to hold yourself to realistic expectations
Plus, some real talk about the future of this podcast.
Leave a comment below and lemme know what you think!
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Running a Business: Hard-Won Lessons & Personal Growth (Key Finding 011)
Let’s get down to business, shall we? I get asked about running a business a lot. So today, I’m gonna share with you some of the lessons I have learned in my own business journey.
Topics covered include:
- why you shouldn’t be ashamed of staying in your day job
- the connection between your business and your self-worth
- handling self-doubt in business
- navigating the capitalist paradigm when it doesn’t align with your values
- and so much more!
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RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert
The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron
A Small Orange Web Hosting
What do you think? If you have thoughts or questions about this episode, leave a comment below and let’s chat!
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How to Give a Meaningful Tarot Reading (Key Finding 010)
Welcome back to Key Finding and HAPPY 2018! In this episode, I share a collection of tips, strategies and insights to help you give other people meaningful tarot readings. Take what resonates with you, and leave the rest!
Topics covered include:
- Understanding your intentions as a tarot reader
- What to do when you ‘draw a blank’
- How to set your energy before beginning a reading
- Three specific strategies to make your readings actionable and transformative
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RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Four Steps to ‘Get in the Zone’ for a Tarot Reading
Marie Forleo on where you shine your light
Mary K Greer on the Biddy Tarot Podcast
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Dreams & Themes eBook is HERE (despite Mercury retrograde)
*Deep breath*
Wheeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww.
So yesterday was the big day. Dreams & Themes for 2018 was officially released into the world! If you pre-ordered a copy, you should have received an email with your eBook yesterday (or maybe two emails).
The problem is, Mercury is in goddamn retrograde. A few people who pre-ordered have emailed me saying they didn’t get either of the two messages I sent out yesterday. If you pre-ordered and have not received your copy yet, PLEASE email me directly, hello@carriemallon.com, and I’ll get you sorted out ASAP.
I am at my wits end when it comes to figuring out why some of my emails aren’t going through. At this point I’m just trying to breathe! I poured my heart and soul into creating this eBook so this is kind of stressful. But, we’ll figure it out. Mercury, I shall overcome your shenanigans!
The good news is that if you have NOT yet purchased the eBook, you can get it right now for $18 and download it instantly! That option is working just fine, it’s just the pre-orders I’m having some issues with.
The other good news is that I’m satisfied with how this project turned out. It is not perfect, but it is genuine, and I believe it is useful. I hope you will feel the love that went into the creation.
Tarot is so incredible for clarifying your intentions and expanding your awareness, and this eBook is a great way to facilitate that process as you head into the New Year. I truly hope it serves you well!
Thank you so much for your patience and support.
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Tarot for the New Year with Shonna Hill (Key Finding 009)
I’m excited to be joined today by Shonna Hill! Shonna creates tarot apps and facilitates a huge tarot community on Facebook. Join us as we nerd out and talk about using tarot to dream, plan and energetically prepare for 2018!
RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Dreams and Themes for 2018 ebook
Tarot Nerds on Facebook
Galaxy Tone Apps
Ace of Stars Tarot
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Dreams & Themes for 2018 Ebook
Dreams and Themes for 2018 will get you geared up as you head into the uncharted wilderness of 2018.
There is real power in approaching life with intention and awareness. This is one of the reasons I’m so enamored by tarot – the cards are extraordinarily useful in helping you clarify your intentions and expand your awareness. There’s a vigorous collective energy conducive to this type of practice around the New Year, and I want to help you immerse yourself in these “planning and dreaming and envisioning” vibes.
Introducing Dreams and Themes for 2018, a PDF ebook which supports you in using tarot to explore the themes of your upcoming year. Purchase now and download yours instantly for $18.
The ebook is composed of three sections. The first section walks you through using your own tarot cards to reflect on 2017 as well as look forward to 2018. You’ll be guided through potent tarot activities designed to bring your personal dreams and energetic themes for the new year into the light.
The second section is a gathering of collective energy tarot readings for each month of 2018. These readings are written by me, with the intention of highlighting energetic themes that will be applicable to all of us in different ways. Think of this as a way to receive wisdom that is both deeply personal as well as universally relevant.
The third section guides you in monthly reflection. You can return to this section at the end of every month to process and integrate!
If you love using tarot and like finding creative ways to approach your life, I think you’ll love this ebook!
Dreams and Themes for 2018 is a PDF file, available to purchase now. Once your purchase is confirmed, you’ll receive a link to download your eBook instantly.
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Soothing Our Frazzled Nerves through Synchronicity (Key Finding 008)
Join me as I pull some cards for the collective…especially if your nerves have been kind of frazzled lately (as mine have). This is pretty different than previous episodes of the podcast. Instead of having an ‘outline’ or predetermined focus area, I left it up to the power of synchronicity. The cards led me to talk about:
-reprogramming your self-destructive tendencies
-identifying your unhelpful behaviors so that we can be a greater force for good
-why creativity is essential now more than ever
-why it is so important to hold space for ALL aspects of yourself
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Let me know what you think about this episode. Should I do more of this kind of thing? Leave a comment and share your thoughts:
RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
How to read reversed tarot cards
My Wild Unknown interpretations
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Father of Pentacles :: Wild Unknown Tarot Card Meanings
I’ve written interpretations for every card in the Wild Unknown Tarot. As the box of the deck states, there are no rights or wrongs. These are simply my perspectives on the tarot card meanings. I hope you find them useful!
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Father of Pentacles :: Wild Unknown Tarot
Creator’s keywords: steady, entrepreneurial
Carrie’s keywords: competent, director
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Father of Pentacles Tarot Card Meanings in the Wild Unknown
An adult male deer looks out at his surroundings. It’s hard not to immediately notice his rainbow colored antlers. When the entire color spectrum shows up in a Wild Unknown card, it isn’t an accident. The Father of Pentacles is complete, present and multifaceted.
Black lines emanate out, drawing towards (or originating from) the black pentacle between the father’s antlers. These pulsating lines show a more dynamic energy. While the Mother of Pentacles mainly directs her energy inward (towards addressing and understanding the roots of problems), the father directs his energy outwards (he is more concerned with solutions than causes).
He is one of those rare characters who seem to be completely secure in their own worth. He stands with his head held high and a sense of pride seems to emanate from him. He would never try to hide his antlers away. He has a positive self-image (not to be confused with an overly inflated ego). He has no qualms about who he is or what he stands for.
And he has earned this healthy self-esteem. He works hard to create results. He is a competent leader; not one to just watch from afar, he wants to make a real impact on the world. He has an innate business sense. He offers support to the external world, directing others in their pursuits. But he walks his talk and works steadily to meet his own goals. Like the Mother, he is reliable and straight-forward.
King of Pentacles Tarot Card Meanings in General
Most decks call this card the King of Pentacles. As a court card, this card may draw your attention to an aspect of your personality, or the approach of someone else in your life. For a more detailed explanation, check out this post I wrote all about how to read court cards.
As the culmination of the courts, the King is highly proficient in the energy of his suit. The King of Pentacles is a master of the material realm. I sometimes think of the King of Pentacles as a metaphoric CEO – someone who has a firm handle on all aspects of life. He is an expert at strategizing and coming up with plans, and is concerned with real-world results.
In a reading…
This card can ask you to consider how the Father of Pentacles’ personality traits are playing out in your situation. Consider how consistency and reliability are being portrayed by yourself and others. If you’re facing challenges, consider what competencies you’ve developed that could be useful. Focus on solutions and step fully into your self-worth. Accentuate what you CAN do and own your abilities!
Mother of Pentacles :: Wild Unknown Tarot Card Meanings
I’ve written interpretations for every card in the Wild Unknown Tarot. As the box of the deck states, there are no rights or wrongs. These are simply my perspectives on the tarot card meanings. I hope you find them useful!
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Mother of Pentacles :: Wild Unknown Tarot
Creator’s keywords: domestic, loving
Carrie’s keywords: of service, capable
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Mother of Pentacles Tarot Card Meanings in the Wild Unknown
The Mother of Pentacles is laying down, yet she is alert. A fawn is cuddled up against her, fast asleep. The fawn can rest soundly knowing that mother is there. The Mother of Pentacles is a nurturing, generous, warmhearted figure and others are comforted by her presence.
The background is hued mainly with greens and blues, colors of earthly, terrestrial receptivity. This coloring, and the single pentacle in the upper center, suggest grounded, comforting energy. The Mother of Pentacles is someone who easily understands material concerns. She catches on quickly to the subtle roots of problems and finds tangible ways to address them.
She is adept at making use of the resources available to her. Working in the material world, she is capable of creating anything she sets out to create. She might have a keen business sense, a green thumb, or artistic prowess. In whatever way she interacts with the material world, she prioritizes being of service to others and to the planet.
There’s some purple near the bottom, a color of spiritual awareness. This shows that although she is resourceful with earthly concerns, the Mother of Pentacles is also attuned with her higher awareness. She knows she is connected to all that is, and this contributes to her caring demeanor. The stable, horizontal lines show energy that is unwavering and consistent.
Queen of Pentacles Tarot Card Meanings in General
Most decks refer to this card as the Queen of Pentacles. As a court card, the Queen of Pentacles may represent a person, a personality trait, or a specific approach to life. For a more detailed explanation, check out this post I wrote all about how to read court cards.
The tarot queens show a maturity as they radiate the energy of their suit from the inside out. The Queen of Pentacles is highly attuned to all matters of the material world. She leads by example, naturally sensing how to approach the material world, physicality, finances and all things tangible.
In a reading…
The Mother of Pentacles can ask you how her character traits are currently impacting your life. Are you attuned with your physical surroundings? Are you giving enough attention to the people, plants and animals in your life? Consider how much you are willing to give help and support to yourself and others.
This card can also highlight a need for trust. Are you keeping the promises you make to yourself? Are you taking tangible steps to improve your life and the world around you? You have the resources you need to move through any obstacles. If you’re having a hard time tapping into those resources, remember it is okay to turn to others for support.
Carrie Mallon
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